gambangssss

2days 1 night at bukit gambang resort city. very tired because many event and games were held there . this is 1st session . next , once again are 2nd session on 12-13 arybulan ny . aq kene pegi jgkkk and sumbakk plk . coz my mom is an organiser . so quite bz na uruskan semue dekat sane .

gaye sempoi nur nadhirah , HAHA

dinner ;)

so far , i enjoy on that day . for next session , i hope will be more enjoyable . and one thing , dear uncle Bala , i respect u . u are a hero . uncle da byk bntu and selamatkn nyawe orang . no one will be u . ehmm i also hope my dear will be there too on next session. hopefully ;) sblum tlupe , dh mnde agy mu care hal aq . bia ke aq ahh . do ur own bussiness .

saket aty

oukehh . td an ade la someone ny komen macam2 yang menyakitkan aty n seem like wanna fight2 with me . jubuss anda . saya tidak mengenali anda sama sekali , dan saya tidak mempunyai masalah langsung dengan anda . anda telah mencacatkan profile and pic saye dengan komen yg tidak masuk akal . honestly , memang bengangg derrr . but wak ilek luuu . jz wait and see what she want to do after this. dah tu member2 aq ny tolong backup la kannn .

then after a few hours later , she send me a message at facebook . she said

' dik , akk mntk maaf eq. akk xtaw pn sal cmen2 adk 2 smue . kak nk trang cmne un tataw . yg psti fb akk ny rmai owg tau pssword nye . sorrryyyy....'

aku pun balas laa ..

'akak , sy ta knal un akk . sy un pelik gk asl tbe2 akk kmen cmtu . sy ase sy tade masala ngn akk . tp law sbaliknye , sy mntak maaf . n sy geram jgk ngn akk mule2 , tp akk da mntak maaf , its oke '

k fine . dea pn delete balek smue komen2 yg mencacatkan ouh .

the end . lepas tu de la smeone ny ingt aku n mmbe2 aku cakap kt dea . sorry , we r not talking about you n dont realize . eventhough you da tulis macam2 kat status FB you , but you da sala . tade kene mengene dgn awk lgsg . as i told you , saye ta akan cari gado dgn awak kalau awk ta cari gado dgn saye . keep my word . and jgn bertindak sebarangan . sorry kalaw terase . ta bermaksud but i have to .

enjoyable day

ohh last day was an enjoyable , happiest day and lots of memories. we spend the whole day together at mesramall . thanks to all my friends and also my dearest .

with awek awek

heidi , aen amos , effa zainol , nad and mizannnn

actually ade lagi pic , tapi tnjuk sikit2 dh r oppp . x bole lebih2 . ty jadi gosipp pe pulak kangg .

to fatin and fadh , sayangnye korang ta bole pegi .... tapi harap lepas ny korang dapat pegi , oke ?

ALLAH maha penyayang

i dont how to tell this , all my wishes come true . thanks to god . ehm he came to my house late evening just now. then we talk about us . he said ' tau x mndape mksd kapel ea ? kapel tu... hbungan antara lelaki dan pmpuan yang secare tidak sah.....tetapi mmerlukan sseorang tu menyayangi dan disayangi '.. haha . poyo la kao syg! but for every word you say , another piece of my heart you take . at last , we back together , huhu iloveyou , not only far for wut you are , but for wut i am when i am with you . without him , live no life . never say gudbye when you still want to try , never give up when you still feel you can take it . never say you dont love a person when you cant let go .

love is a familiar , love is a devil

lets start , once upon a time , a few months ago , i fell in love .and there was laughing , funny breaths and happiness . there was much rejoicing . and then , SHUT ! over . gone . death . completely cut off . Disconnected . ohh its hurt . i talked to god .whether I believed in him or not . and i said thank you .over and over . again and again .i couldnt believe it was real . ehm did he feel wut i felt ?i have to believe he did .if i didnt it would be so hard to breathe . so hard to get up in de morning . so hard to be . no one will be him . i'm scared . i'm so scared .wut if it is real ? wut if never ? wut if i'm right ? do u ever wonder , do u ever ask urself ? can i live without u ? can i open my eyes ? im afraid to .there is a feeling . u know it .it is gone .
a glance , a smile , a touch , i feel desperate . i feel alone so much out there .but i only want to hear one thing , not sure wut .but i will knoe . if i ever get de chance , i will stretch out my fingers , grasp it tightly , and never let it go ! but till then , i will be here . to hear a voice , my heart stop .

but last day , he says ' i love you ' to me. i feel as though i had a pistol pointed at my head . wut can anybody rep under such conditions but that which the pistol-holder requires ? for sure , iloveyoutoo . but y do you say you love me , if you are only going to leave me ? say i love you and mean it , syg . dont just you say it cause you can . i miss you even more than i could have believed and i was prepared to miss you a good deal . coz each moment of a happy lovers hour like you and me is worth an age of dull and common life .

i believed that where there is love , there is God also ;)

hai sabtu ;)

arynie ta jadi pegi mesramall bab my dad keje . adehhh . so , in da afternoon tuh , pegi cp kejap . ibu cari tudung , and i'm happy coz dapat beli lens , grey colour punyeee . my mom cakap law na , use ur own money . but at last dea jgk yg bayar td . haha . pstu tserempak ngn anis ngn esah . ooooo pandai kowangg ekk buat date . hehe . petang plk , heidi ajk lepak kt sonstar wif aidid and arih . aq on jelaaa . makan roti bakar , ice blanded mocha is already enough . btw thanks for cheer up my saturdays evening , ahaha .

kawankawan , pagy td saye makan nasi lemak 1 bgkus . oke x? haha , bodo tul . aq makan bab korang yg suh aq makan sgt kannnnnnnnn ? aiyaaaa .. cukup lah tu . huhu ..

jogging gingg, shoppingg pingg

pagi td pegy jogg dengan fadh kt pdg astaka . ade la lam 6 , 7 round . huhu . da lame ta pegi jogg . bz ekpm . rase sehat r ckit .

lepas pegi jog , pegi shoppinggg . weeeee~ i likeee it .. mule2 pegi megamall , cari bju tuk dinner . pstu beli tu beli nieeee , then pegi nails and beauty . huaaaaa ;( na buad kuku jgkkk . but my mom ckap , bole2 . nnti buad . yesss ! huhu . lepas pegi megamall , pegi ecm lak. pahtu de la bdk fb ny .. dea thu aq na pegi kuantan , dea un na jmpe . na tgk dpn2 cmne aq sbnrnye . adekah same sperti dlm gmba? perhhh haha . phtu jmpe gtu2 r .. aq senyap jea . xau nk ckp mnde . phtu aq bla , dea un blaa .. oke awk ? len kli law tsrempak , tgur2 la .. bhahahaha . phtuu my mom pegi butik pe ntahhh . aq malas na ikot . dduk sowg kt krusi tu . lame tu aq tertengok two boys ny . '' ehhh cam kenal '' . haha . bdk form5 sekola aq . mmbe mizan . hadoi ... dyorang tegur ' ehhh cam kenal jea . naddddd......'' aq un senyumm jelaa . dyorang pn nek atas . phtu dyorg lmbai2 , panggil aq dari ats . dyorg ajk aq gy mkan 3 owg . but sorry , i dont have enough tyme . kul 630 sudaaaa .. kne balekkk . sorry guys , ty i join u all next tyme . phtuu balekkkk kemamannnnn ..

balek uma , men makeup2 ngan ibu and adek . haha . aq jd mak andam kjap . adehhhh . pkai m.a.c punyeee , trus jadi jea makeup tuhh . sukeee ~ bang gile gitu doh . huhu . esk pegi mesramall , shoppingg . n kawankawan , mggu dpn kte shopping same2 . berehh ? huhu

kalau awk ta cari pasal dgn sy , sy xkn cari pasal dgn awk . sy da bosan dgn masala ny semue . oke ? so , better jgn cari pasal dgn sy . oke myra?

shit

ehhh pmpuann . ade aq nyusohh ke mu erw ? mase bile aq mntk simpati ? pale otok ltk lutut ekpm . dh mu orw xsdr mntk smpati dlu . mu xpuah aty mnde agy ngn aq? geram bak ahh ngn owg gnie . mu kate aq plastic ? dh mu ? xsdr ke ? dh la mu tpu owg . gune gmbo owg len . dh law muke mu same pn ngn someone tu , be honest r . ltk jela smue gmbo mu yg mcm someone tuuu . ishhhhh wtf ! cel ....... *******! and one more thing , dlu kao ckap aq ktuk kao laaa , kurangg ajarr , but now .. sape ? huhuuuu . aq malas cri gadoh ngn mu bak ahhh . waste my tymeee la lyan owg cm mu .. ckp pe keling . nk speaking tp btrabur kali . jubakkk

awakk ....

awak , saye tengok muke awak pucat la

awak , saye tengok muke awak cam orang saket la

awak , muke awak cam mayat la

awak , saye tengok awak kurus sangat sekarang

ehh awak nampak cam na jalan pun dah ta larat

awak , saye syorkan awak pegi makan

awak nampak laen sangat sekaranggg

ohh yeaa . tu antare pandangan orangg ramai kat aq . wahwahhh ;) betul la tuuu .. mmg ramai orang tegur , ''sehat dopp?'' , ''bakpe cam dopp rokk jea nk jalan ?'' . aq hanye melemparkan senyuman jea . haha. ntah la .. always rase na jatuh . puncenyeee sbb aq ta makannnnnn .. huhu .. kawankawan , bkn saye ta mau makan , tapi saye da bese ta makan . tapelaaa . don wori , oke ? about him , tak payah risau . saye tahu pe yg saye buat . sori menyusahkan korang semue .

esok , pegi jogging and shoppingggg . ohh no , i really2 miss that . yeye! shoppping !

ohh pmr

mmg ny mase yg amt dtgunggu2 . pmr was over . mmg syok gyle . but something happen that i'm very2 not expected . sangat2 sedihhh . i dont know how to face all this . only god know hows my feeling, ryte now . its hard for me . ehm actually banyak plans after pmr ny , but ... ehm .. tade mud la pulakkk . aq jz tunggu bile na gy shopping jea . sumpa da lame ta pegi shopping . about one month kowt . ny semue kao punye pasal la PMR . hua2 ..

first activity after pmr is, lepk at heidi's house, last night . thankss guys mnceriakan sayee yg tade mud tu .. huhu . pahny ade plan na pegi mane2 , koling2 la oke ? sy xnk sia sia kan mase kite ny . cewahhhh .

*we need each other , ryte ? i hope so .